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Last Time I Swear

by Splitters

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I’m a liar, but I won’t admit it So go ahead and call me on my bullshit I’ll just grin and bear it though I’m horrible I’m terrible My hands are shaking, my tremors trembling from My shortcomings - they span the distance Of continents and history I’m horrible I’d steal the food out of your child’s mouth and Rob you blindly, no second thought Just give me half a chance I’m horrible That’s right I’m terrible I’m a serpent sick with sin and I cannot repent I’m a serpent sick with sin and I will not repent
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Black Tar 03:30
She said, “I’ve had enough - this is the last time I can’t stand the way this makes me, or the person that I have become But Goddamn I’m terrified of what’s lying in wait on the other side” So she spoke in absolutes trying to balance the truth with an excuse I wish there was a softer way home But ain’t nothing Coming easy To anyone we know We’ve made our choices Which carry prices You can’t afford to pay You’ve always had to learn the hardest way Always had to learn the hardest way She sold her happiness to black tar and a pharmacist Trying hard to resist the temptation pulsing through her wrist She said, “I curse the fucking day that I learned to be this way It’s cost me everything; how can you even stand the sight of me?” I wish there was a softer way home But ain’t nothing Coming easy To anyone we know We’ve made our choices Which carry prices You can’t afford to pay You’ve always had to learn the hardest way Always had to learn the hardest way Now I don’t want to sound calloused; I wasn’t shocked at all When I got the fucking call - they found you lifeless in a bathroom stall You had to learn the hardest way You always had to learn the hardest way
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Southbound 02:56
Never been much for self-control The moment strikes and I’m caught up in it Too close for comfort; we’ve fallen down Against the world, but I’m holding strong tonight What if I was so much better off? There’s novelty in nothing My lungs too heavy, my eyes too dark to hide This short life is passing me by Goodbye Still fighting northbound traffic heading south Broken nose, bruised ribs, shook, filled with doubt Bought the ticket and I took the ride To get spit out on the other side Without anywhere to hide the little things inside Haven’t caught on to second changes Sometimes I need three strikes Not holding out for cheap romantics You know I question why Been fighting northbound traffic heading south Broken nose, bruised ribs, shook, filled with doubt Still fighting northbound traffic heading south Broken nose, bruised ribs, shook, filled with doubt Bought the ticket and I took the ride To get spit out on the other side Without anywhere to hide Yeah without words to describe the little things inside
4.
Show me 48 hours, a case of Labatt And all this shit will be water under the bridge I hate my shoulders chipped and clenching both my fists Why don’t we have a smoke and let all this go? We could let all of this go I’ve learned you reap what you sow That’s why it’s hard letting all this go Are there some mistakes too far beyond repair? They keep me up at night swaying back and forth In my rocking chair I can’t get this cough out of my lungs Just a little proof that you’ll live with what you’ve done Do you ever wonder if we’re all primed to destroy ourselves? I hope that it’s not true; but I can’t seem to find the proof Swaying back and forth In my rocking chair I can’t get this cough out of my lungs Just a little proof that you’ll live with what you’ve done The tempest lies on the tips of these silver tongues
5.
Cheap 02:15
Alcohol and psychotropic medication Are enough to bring anybody down to their knees I’ve been dwelling at the bottom Like a sick self-loathing freak I’m feeling cheap Oh God, I’m feeling cheap There’s a centroid – a perfect place where we could be But it hinges on too much uncertainty I prefer it at the bottom It’s well within my reach I’m okay I’m okay feeling cheap I’m feeling cheap I prefer it at the bottom It’s well within my reach And I’m okay - I’m okay feeling cheap
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Stumbling around after dark Trying to feel my way around I don’t know where I’m going But I know that it’s nowhere good Oh I know that it’s painful I’ll do it anyway Yeah I know that it’s no excuse But I was made this way I’ve been fucking around trying to shake off any accountability I’ve got no plans; no hope; no heart; do you know how that feels? ‘Cause I do Oh I know that it’s painful I’ll do it anyway Yeah I know that it’s no excuse But I was made this way I was made this way Why, oh why, can’t I shake this heavy feeling from my heart? I carry it around all through the dark I don’t know what’s going to catch me first: recovery or getting worse Am I cursed to live with my mistakes? Well darling, I was made this way
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Dragging knuckles on the floor again just like the day before Every morning’s a new struggle yet I’m still begging for more Can’t recall a clear eyed night for the best of me But these hazy morning fogs are blurring responsibilities When I everyone I know is growing up, I’m still doing what’s best for me Can’t explain my relapsed actions; write it off as instability Tonight I’m getting into trouble; it just makes more sense to me If somehow I don’t die trying, maybe I can help you see I don’t want to wake up; I’ll never make an excuse for all my faults It’s just a phase - a stupid rut I’m spinning tires through If there was an easy way out you can bet that I’d be taking it Stuck in traffic, lost in static, happy to just be getting through It just makes more sense to me Tonight I’m getting into trouble; it just makes more sense to me If somehow I don’t die trying, maybe I can help you see Don’t want to wake up I’ll never make an excuse for all my faults It’s just a phase, a stupid rut I’m spinning tires through If there was an easy way out you can bet that I’d be taking it Stuck in traffic lost in static happy to just be getting through It just makes more sense to me

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released November 18, 2016

Recorded in summer of 2016 with Chuck Huber at Drifting Sun Sound in Ferndale, MI

Mastered by Chris Dequick

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Splitters Detroit, Michigan

Splitters are a four-piece punk rock band hailing from the Motor City. Comprised of long time friends Dan Stover (Break Anchor), Eric Plunkard (Due North) Alex Errington (Cheapshow), and Ben L; Splitters formed in the last gasps of 2015 to play honest songs about the dark parts of life with good old fashioned Midwestern heart.

Their newest EP "Short Shrift" is available December 2018
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